glass moons

Ok, I'm just going to go on a rant, because this is a blog.

I woke up not exactly feeling happy. I'm kind of freaking out that I don't have a job yet  (I had a dream last night that I was back at Superstore and other stuff) and think that yeah, I should've tried back in May, although I might've missed my Grampy's funeral if that was the case and I didn't want to...

I might (will most likely) have to have a job next year, and my gpa already overall freking sucks. So I don't know if having a job would be a good or bad thing. So I'm panicking about that.

And I love my roommates, but with the bulls*it that has gone on... I mean, for an example, Katie sent my mom an email complaining and judging me about what I don't do (even my eating habits, but they're rarely there during the night). Even though neither my mom or I said anything about what they don't do around the apartment before Katie sent my mom that email. She complained how I only clean occasionally and Thomas said that they clean a 'trillion times' more than me. Yes, that would explain the build up of dirt I see on the floor from their immaculate cleaning. Katie complained how I don't clean my crumbs off the kitchen. I've been keeping the bathroom clean for most of the time so I think one of them could look after the kitchen. I think what we needed was to break it up into rooms for each of us to clean. And other stuff was said too. Lots of overreacting by both of my roommates, as usual. The entire situation is just totally freking stupid. My mom even said at the beginning that we need to make a list of who does what and stuff. They keep their room clean more than the apartment...

I'm using the Irish version of the f word. I'm not sure if it's spelled right.

Plus I'm not sure what I want to do after University, and if I want to go to another school I probably won't be able to because my gpa overall is ridiculous.

I'm currently glad I made a blog.

I'll be living on my own next year, and I realize that every year since I entered University I'vie had roommates, which was a major difference from high school where it was only me. So I'm hoping that that'll make a difference.

I'm totally having a flashback to greatestjournal.