glass moons

So I've come to the conclusion today that:

- I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life
- I don't know what I want to do with my life
- I want to do something with my life
- My gpa is a piece of shit
- I'm taking career cruising tests until the day I die
- I don't know what I'm going to do after University
- I can't even get a regular job in this city
- So getting a higher up job will probably be impossible
- I wish I wasn't so afraid of talking on the phone
- Or to people in general
- I wish I could buy self-esteem and get some confidence
- Sometimes I have it sometimes I don't
- This is a long list
- And it's still going
- Omg
- I'd like to publish my poetry if possible
- I'm still thinking of becoming an editor
- But I don't know if I could do that
- I'd like a job where I never got yelled at
- But that's probably not possible
- I wish I wasn't so afraid of screwing up and getting yelled at
- I wish people had more respect for one another
- I cry too easily and I don't like it
- I wish I could find a boyfriend
- Tumblr is still more inspiring than this site, but it's nice to be able to vent
-  I feel like I understood myself more in high school
- Time moves too fast
- I don't like it
- Jeff Daniels' speech in the beginning of The NewsRoom was awe-inspiring. See here: http://oleanderdreams.tumblr.com/post/25946691167/jeff-daniels-speech-in-the-beginning-of-the
- Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning
- I think too much and sometimes I don't like it