nostalgia

Going all greatestjournal on this thing...

I miss the freedom I felt in high school. The feeling that anything was possible. I don't have that feeling as much as I used too.

I also miss the simplicity of walking up to the video store on fridays after school and renting a movie like, every other weekend from Gr 9 to Gr 12, and also taping the movie that came on every friday night on Space channel which were labeled Friday Frightmare, and taping other movies that came on on the weekends...

I have so many vhs tapes all labeled with the movies I've recorded...

Maybe it's just cause this last year, which went by way too fast, was good first term but then January onward (excluding January 1st :p) I didn't really do a lot...

I honestly don't really have any idea what I want to do in life. I think I would like a 9-5 job with weekends off, then I could actually plan my life and maybe do something with friends on the weekend. But I'm not sure which job that's like that that I'd try and strive for. I was thinking Editor but now I'm not sure...

I would at some point like  to try and sell my poetry or something...

I wish the video store wasn't open 24/7 365 days a year. At least I don't think it should be open on Holidays.

Plus at school I saw people every day, five days a week for ten months. I had friends in classes and could work on homework together. Since getting to University I haven't had that, I don't have any friends in my classes, and I hate that. I haven't, except for Sam first term this past year, had anyone to study with or anything...

Ok, I'm done complaining...